herr-heydrich:

alfred-rosenberg:

A pang runs through Goebbels as he watches the Führer talk with others, as he watches how closely he listens to them all, as he knows Hitler sees the reverence on their faces that Goebbels knows shows on his own face when he talks to him.

He tries to get the bitter taste of an unknown emotion from his mouth, one he hasn’t felt since his childhood, when he saw the way the healthy, strong boys, boys who certainly didn’t have a clubfoot, would laugh and play and become friends with each other.

“You’re jealous, aren’t you?” Himmler asks beside him with a smirk, and it’s not until he says it that Goebbels realizes that it’s true.

But it’s not like he’d admit it, especially not to 4-eyed Himmler, the only thing he could say right now was that it’s not true because he has a loving wife and kids and that it is just merely likes Hitler.

Himmler saw through these lies, he knows that he got Goebbels stuck in a corner, he was planning to dig deeper, he told Goebbels that as much as the smaller man would like to have Hitler, but he’s taken, and to those words he could see Joseph grimacing even further, but he’s not gonna stop now, a sly grin grew on his face as he said; he’s going out with Heydrich.

Joe went into a shock, his eyes widened and he gasped, Goebbels turned his head away from Himmler towards Heydrich and he noted how he looked at Hitler with an adoring gaze, which was hard to notice at first due to them not wanting to out each other, he then looked back at Himmler, who was now walking away with a smug smile, Joseph felt a sharp pain in his heart, like a needle shot through him, he would’ve never expected this, not to mention that the person who he adores the most, even to the point of being in love with him, is going out with another man.

Adding 3 more sentences because fuck you

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