You never got a handjob before, so you didn’t know what it was like, but you never thought it’d hurt so much…
“Men are morally ruined less by the faults and crimes that they commit in the heat of passion or of their political convictions, than by the contempt that in the end they acquire for the very convictions and passions which moved them; when wearied, disenchanted, and undeceived, they turn against themselves and consider their hopes as having been childish — their enthusiasm, and above all, their devotion, absurd.”
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